Wednesday, July 26, 2017

her

the woman

that was still a girl

Saturday, July 22, 2017

an old one from 2012


to be with an other

i have to be able to survive an others pain

and our time has so much pain

how it once was

and oron spoke to his son jacob about
  how it once was

about how the land once supported mankind
  and the creatures of the field

in the beginning the cycles of manifestation
  were the greatest power

the cycles of dispensation regulated all
  life on this plane

the fruits of nature came and went

each learned to work and live within the system

or it died

there was no way to cheat

the forms of life came forth and grew and
  evolved  -  ran their natural course of existence

and died in their own time  -  as all things must

but the force or spirit of life once more cloaked
  its self in the material of this plane

to come forth again and again in its apparently
  endless sequence of expressions of itself

each more refined and remarkable than the
  one before

this is how it once was

as the creative force wove the glorious fabric of life

a living cloak upon this once barren globe

at some point in time  -  i know not when

the idea arose in man that he could or should take
  charge of his life

to make things better for himself

that he need not accept the cycles of dispensation
  as life provided

and took away

perhaps he thought or desired not to die in his own time

or that his children or wife should not die

this is not known to me

all that is known is that mankind came to rebel
  against the order of life

perhaps this is the natural next step for man

i do not know

in any case  -  man made many changes in this world

apparently to improve his situation  -  that he might
  not have to strive and struggle and die

that life might be made easier  -  and last longer

how and why is lost in the passage of time

all that is known is that man became greedy and
  selfish and feared for himself

once man took only what he needed to live and
  there was balance in this world

but man then came to take more than he needed

and deprived others of his kind and the creatures
  of the field what they needed to live out their
  allotted span of time

the order of life was disrupted

soon the vast green cloak of the forests began
  to disappear

slowly at first  -  but with ever and ever
  increasing speed

for a time nature could heal the wounds to
  the body

but as man sought more and more not to die  -  with
  his vaccinations and his cures  -  the population
  grew and grew and began to overwhelm the natural
  life support system of this plane

more and more the great canopy of the forest disappeared

the creatures of the field  -  who also make up the
  fabric of life on this plane  -  began to disappear

the atmosphere and climate began to change

the concoctions of man to improve his lot in life
  began to sterilize and poison the earth

whole species were destroyed to make man safer and
  gorge his belly beyond and reasonable need

the signs of decay and corruption were clear

but man refused or was unable to see the error
  of his ways

the great crime being perpetuated on the fragile
  beauty of the earth

and ultimately upon himself

man created new systems to support himself

and as each failed in time  -  sought to create another
  and another

each failing more quickly than the last

it is not known if this journey man has taken is right
  or wrong

perhaps we have failed at our destiny

perhaps not

all that is known by me is that man suffers greatly
  amid his own creations

has brought this suffering upon himself by not
  accepting the gifts of life as they are offered

and accepting their loss when they are reclaimed
  by the order of things

the creatures of the field are born and die in
  their own time  -  without complaint

i have seen it so

in our own time  -  we must make our own choices


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Friday, July 21, 2017

self-control

perhaps the greatest curse of our time


perhaps the greatest curse of all time

Thursday, July 20, 2017

security

there is no security here

which i suppose is why

it sells so well

combine

the definition

of the word life

trying

life is not about trying

life is about being

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

i don't know

i would like you to like me


but not sure if i like my self

a pipeliners kid

that some people called me

some just called me crazy


 now me

i just keep up with me as i can

marjory

she bought a trailer


and parked it in her back yard

was just hangin out here

didn't mean no harm

a plan

to have a plan for a project is one thing


but to have a plan for your life

could be limiting your freedom


i mostly just keep up with this life

as i can


we all have to find our own way

some words i wrote down

words that were being with me


the decline of human sexuality

the greatest challenge of our time
for the human race

and our little planet


we know so little of life

of ourselves

cause we think too much

and have forgotten how to be


that was page 1

next is page 2


and have forgotten how to be


being ourselves is not learning

it is willing to be who we are


was a line across the page here


comments on life

to every one and all


selective resistance


facial hair


and that was the end of that experience

Monday, July 17, 2017

love

love can be a burden

among other things

Saturday, July 15, 2017

a time to be and a time to not be

and there you have it

the square and the cube


the square and the cube


one that becomes the other

the offspring of war

a situation so many of us

get to face in our time

Thursday, July 13, 2017

greed

to let greed rule you

will not lead to a happy life

Wednesday, July 12, 2017

joyce autry

i worked for her at starwind

a long time ago

if your me

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

just because i don't want to

dosen't mean i can't

my mind still wanders

which i still find entertaining

the ancient voice

the ancient voice
has said to me

you look and look
yet still don't see

one must open
to the truth

with childlike grace
embrace its youth

the love of life
in all its forms

will shield you from
the coming storm

for truth is all
and all are one

from smallest to
the blazing sun

this one is a rerun

a woman face was all it took
to launch this bold crusade

up till then i did my job
i thought i had it made

then i www her standing there
my heart went all a'flutter

but all i got was empty arms
next i found the gutter

self-pity took me to its breast
i fed with such delight

it seemed to me that i'd been wronged
this brought me some respite

in time i learned and now i'm free
or maybe on parole

those want things sure do drag you down
they always hurt the soul

Sunday, July 2, 2017

the obstanant rock

she was my mother

and my friend

Saturday, July 1, 2017

the sacred trust

always be who you are

and not who you think you are

or who you think you want to be


think is the clue


the thinker is a mindless state


awareness is not a product of thought