thinking

we are taught to think

which slows us down


thought is retrospective

an interest in the past


life is forever now


being is the way of knowing

irresistible

just a slang term

for resistible


mostly used

by those that resist


and an expression

of self deception


which they sell

to their lesser selves


we all see life

in our own way

until we don't

true

what if all is true

and there are no lies


and we are guilty

of self deception

face

the only way

to face me

is to face your self


and it only works

if i am facing

my self

what if

what if

the people telling us what to do

don't know what they are doing


now we get to see

what we will do


knowing is a very personal word

and we all have to find our own way


as we can

approval and disapproval

these words seem to be

the hallmark of our time


don't really know what hallmark means


what the words mean

is accept this and reject that

and live with less than whole


which seems to me to be

a pretty crappy deal


less is not actually an option

we just get more crap than usual


have been reading

the perfumed scorpion

strangers on a train

that sounds like

the story of my life


and the story of a few others

i have met

along the way

want

a rejection of what life is offering


recognizing what is needed or required

is far more valid and constructive

than creating conflict

rejection

a situation i am familiar with


most often

by those that claim

to want me


want is a demanding word

and not a seeker of sharing

want is a be mine now word


which is


probably whatever you think it is


but it ain't me

wanting

the greatest curse of all


just another self inflicted wound

on us all

resistance

how does on overcome resistance

well the trick is

don't resist

time

and there came a time

when life asked me

what i cared for


and i said woman


and then i cried

bread

the bread ain't ready

till it's ready

as every baker knows

this plane of existence

our plane

manifests itself

as dominance

and submisiveness


and the trick is

both must accept

the truth

of what we all are


and the clue is

we are both


and that's just to start with

Life

Life is not about getting what we want

Life is about the Truth of what we share


the truth of what we are


and to know what we are

we must face the truth

of what we are

which is not a product of thought

and just another silly idea


not ain't much of a word

Idries Shah

have read a lot of his books over the years

and am really glad i did

they helped a lot

life

so many in our time

want life to be other than it is

which ain't a smart move

and a very dangerious game to play

protect

protecting your self from me

makes being with you

very difficult


which is my nice way

of expressing that situation

seeing

perhaps if we could see

what we are doing


we would not find ourselves

so facinated with

what we are doing


the first step to seeing

is to slow down

and quit trying so hard


which will only lead

to tunnel vision


and a hidden life

which don't sound like much

of a life to me


life is a treasure

to be shared

by those that  can share

without a price tag

resist

to resist life

is to make life

a little less fun

which don't make much sense to me


cold is still difficult for me

business

business is a war like enterprise

and always leads to conflict


and submission and slavery

nothing

nothing is tolorable

if you ain't too picky


we still

get to be

what we are


we always have our self

if we're willing

being stupid

it is important to always know you're being stupid

when you're being stupid


cause if you don't

you really are being stupid


innocence is only for the child


all else is ignorance

training

those that rely on their training

will not survive

life is in our natural instincts

which training seeks to dominate and control


this was once the warriors code

and the only way to survive

until it was time to die

statistics

those that only examine

statistics and stuff

can never know life

which is what we are


all of us

life

life is just making deliveries

giving

don't ever give anyone anything

that you don't want back


and never expect anything

reading

mostly we read

what catches our eye


but in time

we must also read

what didn't catch our eye

the penny joke

that joke was about sex


first you hung a penny

by a thread from your left hip


and about girls


then you hung a nickel

by a thread from your right hip


now you move you hip

hit the penny

hit the nickel

hit the penny

hit the nickel


then you hung a quarter

by a thread to your ass

hit the penny

hit the nickel

hit the quarter

hit the penny

hit the nickel

hit the quarter


then you hung a dime

down there in your front

between you legs


hit the penny

hit the nickel

hit the quarter

hit the dime

hit the penny

hit the nickel

hit the quarter

hit the dime


hit the dime


hit the dime

hit the dime

life

the only one

that can ask a question

with out an answer

and laugh

interpreter

any one who needs

an interpreter

is not listening

iphoto

have loved and used iPhoto for years

now it tells me

i am out of date


i got the app store

and no updates

are available to me


good bye iPhoto


some one hijacked me

and capitalized the t's


pretty sure i didn't do that


i was kind of pissed off

about not getting and upgrade

end

in life

you go from

the begining

to the middle

to the begining


there is no end

heaven and hell

the opposite end

of all that is


we humans

have tricked our self


here in this land of dualities

john norman and the gor books

the early books in that series

were great

and very educational


after that

they were just crap

and of no value at all

woman

all i can say to woman


you must face your self

to face me


which will only happen

if i can face my self

innocence

a nice word

for the freshly ignorant


and our ignorance

in our own time

we must all face

prayer

another form of rejection

of what actually is

with all those expectations

and hopes and wishes

which are just dreams

and creations of our imagination

which are just our hopes and wishes and dreams


we sleep

until we don't


wake up

if your willing

to face truth

which is the greatest gift of all

hoping

hoping is actually

a rejection of

what actually is


an escape tactic


as is wishing

and trying

and all that other crap

a clock

if you need a clock

to tell you

what time it is


you probably

ain't very good

at being who you are


or where you are

write a book

maybe some day

i will write a book


i will call the book

the dragon

who loved me


and then

i will run for cover

medal

when you medal

in your own affairs

you expose your self

to those who like to medal

in the affairs of others


mostly because they are afraid

of their self


actually in this comment

was referring to meddling

as in interfere


was not sure of the spelling

opponent

who ever you choose

for your opponent

is who you will dance with

tragedy

the tragedy of our time is

the boys don't know how

to be with the girls


and the worse tragedy is

the girls don't know how

to be with the boys


and the man and woman situation

hasn't happened in a long time

wining

life on this plane

is not actually about wining


life on this plane

is about losing gracefully