insecure

seems like i have always felt insecure

always wanting to go somewhere

but never sure where

so just go

and i did

all kind of places

all kinds of people

all kinds of stuff to do

and here i am

after all this what ever this is and what we are doing

am right here where i started

and don't mind so much anymore


mind meant obey when i was a kid

later mind came to mean consciousness


brain was an idea synthesizer

which was a curiosity to me for a while

but turned out to be a form of masterbation