awareness is not a product of thought

i just like saying that

was an early clue

still think too much

but no longer seek anything from that quadrant


thought leads to eternal torment

has been my experience

and the thinker is so worshiped in our time


and the suffering is so great in our time


there is no peace to be found in thought

only chaos and confusion


the scientists are so fascinated with the brain

and it is only a junction box

and only mildly interesting


only a primate would be so fascinated by such little wonders


the physical form is a very small part of what we are

but considered such a wonderment in our time


girls fascinated me for a time

they were more of the truth than most of this world i existing in today

but very afraid to take part in their truth

has been my experience


science is a false god

as is democracy

and socialism

and communism

and consumerism

and capitalism

and endless other isms

and religions are the worst of all

they all want to tell us what we should be

and no one is qualified to to that


we are what we are

but only when we face ourselves truthfully

and truth is the harshest mistress of all

and love it's greatest gift