crazy

being crazy

i have been crazy

seems to be a product of confusion

because of all the lies of our time

i smoke and drink

and am drawn to crazy women

seems pretty natural to me

the lies are not natural

and we all have to deal with that

as we can

in our own way

facing the lies

and our personal craziness

which are the lies we told our self

to deal with the lies others told us

is all i see in front of us

and perhaps behind us

if we turn away from our self

facing our self

seems to be the hardest challenge of our time

and all we have left behind

left is the clue

as is behind

there ain't no left

and there ain't no behind