Thursday, August 30, 2018
Wednesday, August 8, 2018
Monday, July 9, 2018
Saturday, July 7, 2018
Thursday, July 5, 2018
what i see
mostly a lot of male female stuff
not much of a man and woman situation
in the present time
not much of a man and woman situation
in the present time
Friday, June 15, 2018
with golden hair
with golden hair and eyes of green
such beauty i had never seen
yet from my gaze you quickly ran
i cannot look upon you man
for then i could not play this role
if i don't run you'll touch my soul
and wake me up from this deep sleep
i'll blush at first and then i'll weep
for it's hard to face the truth
that was abandoned in my youth
i fought well but they were many
of friendly faces - no not any
now it's safe - i do not feel
this final refuge you would steal
and bring me back again to life
take me for your loving wife
but that would bring the longing back
the freedom that my heart did lack
when i was young and tried to fight
the darkness here with my small light
but love died
and now i fear it greatly
to live again -
i have thought of it lately
god it scares me
love is defenseless
war is so senseless
the violence is so hard to bear
i stood once alone
and for a while shone
they beat that out of me
cant't you see
i'm one of them now
please go away
please don't love me
don't make me remember
that final december
when i broke -
and the pain went away
now i do what they say
no more price must i pay
i fought them
but finally lost
yes - my heart is now dark
you awakened some spark
but -
damn you
you bastard
you reminded me of
who i once was
but she died
let her be
it hurts to feel
what a place to be
your there - how can i not see
that's just not my way
i hear what you say
but death is not what i embrace
you're still so alive
tho you valiantly strive
to repress all that
you meant to be
now you hate what i am
say you can't - but you can
i'll not die to make lies
be more easy
it was wrong from the start
you belong to your heart
damn
such beauty i had never seen
yet from my gaze you quickly ran
i cannot look upon you man
for then i could not play this role
if i don't run you'll touch my soul
and wake me up from this deep sleep
i'll blush at first and then i'll weep
for it's hard to face the truth
that was abandoned in my youth
i fought well but they were many
of friendly faces - no not any
now it's safe - i do not feel
this final refuge you would steal
and bring me back again to life
take me for your loving wife
but that would bring the longing back
the freedom that my heart did lack
when i was young and tried to fight
the darkness here with my small light
but love died
and now i fear it greatly
to live again -
i have thought of it lately
god it scares me
love is defenseless
war is so senseless
the violence is so hard to bear
i stood once alone
and for a while shone
they beat that out of me
cant't you see
i'm one of them now
please go away
please don't love me
don't make me remember
that final december
when i broke -
and the pain went away
now i do what they say
no more price must i pay
i fought them
but finally lost
yes - my heart is now dark
you awakened some spark
but -
damn you
you bastard
you reminded me of
who i once was
but she died
let her be
it hurts to feel
what a place to be
your there - how can i not see
that's just not my way
i hear what you say
but death is not what i embrace
you're still so alive
tho you valiantly strive
to repress all that
you meant to be
now you hate what i am
say you can't - but you can
i'll not die to make lies
be more easy
it was wrong from the start
you belong to your heart
damn
Thursday, April 5, 2018
time and time again
time and time again
we face the dawn and know not when
the end of all this grief and pain
will come and wash the bloody stain
from this world that suffers greatly
and even more from events lately
killing never leads to peace
oh - will the violence never cease
peace will only come through kindness
vengeance only leads to blindness
the rage and pain we choose to feel
will never let the old wounds heal
until we learn to respect all others
until we see that all are brothers
everyone claims to be right
everyone claims to know what's right
so few question themselves
so much is wrong
we face the dawn and know not when
the end of all this grief and pain
will come and wash the bloody stain
from this world that suffers greatly
and even more from events lately
killing never leads to peace
oh - will the violence never cease
peace will only come through kindness
vengeance only leads to blindness
the rage and pain we choose to feel
will never let the old wounds heal
until we learn to respect all others
until we see that all are brothers
everyone claims to be right
everyone claims to know what's right
so few question themselves
so much is wrong
Wednesday, April 4, 2018
mothers weep
mothers weep
we live like sheep
the hard is all we know
live for pride
the child do hide
and act is all we show
to live the truth
would save our youth
but that is long forgotten
the sands of time
are oh so fine
inside we're slowly rottin'
the gift of life is one for all
the wise man knows it so
yet in our greed and desperate need
it isn't love we show
our wants become our only guide
get it all - oh how we tried
yet in the end we all have sinned
from truth we learned to hide
we live like sheep
the hard is all we know
live for pride
the child do hide
and act is all we show
to live the truth
would save our youth
but that is long forgotten
the sands of time
are oh so fine
inside we're slowly rottin'
the gift of life is one for all
the wise man knows it so
yet in our greed and desperate need
it isn't love we show
our wants become our only guide
get it all - oh how we tried
yet in the end we all have sinned
from truth we learned to hide
Wednesday, March 21, 2018
our design code
how i describe our essential nature
that which we are born to be
i was very fortunate as a child
when i was still pretty young
i asked my father
how do you deal with this
his response to me was
i don't know what to tell you boy
your going to have to
work that out for your self
i had a very fortunate childhood
although it wasn't all fun
i wasn't lied to
that which we are born to be
i was very fortunate as a child
when i was still pretty young
i asked my father
how do you deal with this
his response to me was
i don't know what to tell you boy
your going to have to
work that out for your self
i had a very fortunate childhood
although it wasn't all fun
i wasn't lied to
no more time
no more time to stand around
all those dreams still not quite found
now the truth is clear to me
i've lost enough and now i'm free
the game of life i'll never win
they lied to me - but that's their sin
mine was falling for their story
fantastic tales of wealth and glory
many think they know the way
but don't believe in what they say
creation makes us what we are
and each must follow his own star
no matter what the world thinks true
you find the truth inside of you
to lose your self too much in thought
will lead to being what your not
in silent moments here inside
i found the spark that almost died
and regained what i had lost
that precious gift beyond all cost
our essence is what's rightly made
it's truth is through the heart relayed
but we must heed the spirits call
that lives within the heart of all
all those dreams still not quite found
now the truth is clear to me
i've lost enough and now i'm free
the game of life i'll never win
they lied to me - but that's their sin
mine was falling for their story
fantastic tales of wealth and glory
many think they know the way
but don't believe in what they say
creation makes us what we are
and each must follow his own star
no matter what the world thinks true
you find the truth inside of you
to lose your self too much in thought
will lead to being what your not
in silent moments here inside
i found the spark that almost died
and regained what i had lost
that precious gift beyond all cost
our essence is what's rightly made
it's truth is through the heart relayed
but we must heed the spirits call
that lives within the heart of all
Thursday, March 15, 2018
do not push
do not push on another
he in truth is your brother
there's only one life
that we share
tho we feel so apart
cause we live without heart
and of kindness
we don't seem to care
all this we could change
and the mess rearrange
but the grudges and greed
have to go
the past has been bad
yet more vengeance is sad
and the pain
will continue to grow
the chain must be broken
our love can't be token
we have to find
some other way
to deal with this life
and end all the strife
or the debt
will become to great to pay
it only will start
if we each do our part
and let go
of the blame and the hate
we must find here inside
some way not to hide
from the truth
before it's too late
for the pain - it is growing
the signs are all showing
a breakdown
is not far away
but all talk is cheap
it's the trust we must keep
with our heart
we must face the new day
he in truth is your brother
there's only one life
that we share
tho we feel so apart
cause we live without heart
and of kindness
we don't seem to care
all this we could change
and the mess rearrange
but the grudges and greed
have to go
the past has been bad
yet more vengeance is sad
and the pain
will continue to grow
the chain must be broken
our love can't be token
we have to find
some other way
to deal with this life
and end all the strife
or the debt
will become to great to pay
it only will start
if we each do our part
and let go
of the blame and the hate
we must find here inside
some way not to hide
from the truth
before it's too late
for the pain - it is growing
the signs are all showing
a breakdown
is not far away
but all talk is cheap
it's the trust we must keep
with our heart
we must face the new day
Monday, March 12, 2018
Sunday, March 11, 2018
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
time and time again
time and time again
we face the dawn and know not when
the end of all this grief and pain
will come and wash the bloody stain
from this world that suffers greatly
and even more from events lately
killing never leads to peace
oh - will the violence never cease
peace will only come through kindness
vengeance only leads to blindness
the rage and pain we choose to feel
will never let the old wounds heal
until we learn to serve all others
until we see that all are brothers
everyone claims to be right
everyone claims to know what's right
so few question themselves
so much is wrong
Wednesday, February 21, 2018
Monday, February 19, 2018
in an age
in and age the soul remembers
sensing still its dying embers
man to truth was honor bound
rarely was deception found
but today our greed does rule us
strange ideas do re tool us
no more is the spirit free
to create life as it should be
the hand of fate is shunned and broken
respect for life no more than token
now the children life in fear
finding little to hold dear
fantastic dreams now fill our heads
strange contortions fill our beds
grace and love so rarely found
with war and violence so renowned
it's said that once the ancients spoke
about the time man would evoke
the beast that would bring on such pain
when tears would fall like endless rain
perhaps now is what they meant
when power's what we represent
but love is lost in such a way
and peace and joy the price we pay
with guns and bombs we blast and kill
we push and shove - enforce our will
the seeds we plant will surely grow
yet still it's grief and pain we sow
love will not be found in was
more sorrow - that's what we're in for
you don't make friends with pain and fear
we're loving all the heart holds dear
there is still time - we're not quite broken
but it takes love much more than token
no more must we live for power
we must sow love for peace to flower
sensing still its dying embers
man to truth was honor bound
rarely was deception found
but today our greed does rule us
strange ideas do re tool us
no more is the spirit free
to create life as it should be
the hand of fate is shunned and broken
respect for life no more than token
now the children life in fear
finding little to hold dear
fantastic dreams now fill our heads
strange contortions fill our beds
grace and love so rarely found
with war and violence so renowned
it's said that once the ancients spoke
about the time man would evoke
the beast that would bring on such pain
when tears would fall like endless rain
perhaps now is what they meant
when power's what we represent
but love is lost in such a way
and peace and joy the price we pay
with guns and bombs we blast and kill
we push and shove - enforce our will
the seeds we plant will surely grow
yet still it's grief and pain we sow
love will not be found in was
more sorrow - that's what we're in for
you don't make friends with pain and fear
we're loving all the heart holds dear
there is still time - we're not quite broken
but it takes love much more than token
no more must we live for power
we must sow love for peace to flower
once before man took up dreaming
once - before man took up dreaming
lost himself in all this scheming
life was lived within the order
life itself its own recorder
but in time a change took place
somewhere in the human race
from the truth we turned away
deception's now the game we play
the price is high for this digression
our sickness is the heart's confession
still the spirit seeks to free us
from the shrouds that so conceal us
the heart must face the truth of life
and open mind will end the strife
but we must no more fear the truth
for man to regain his lost youth
lost himself in all this scheming
life was lived within the order
life itself its own recorder
but in time a change took place
somewhere in the human race
from the truth we turned away
deception's now the game we play
the price is high for this digression
our sickness is the heart's confession
still the spirit seeks to free us
from the shrouds that so conceal us
the heart must face the truth of life
and open mind will end the strife
but we must no more fear the truth
for man to regain his lost youth
ideas
ideas do so fill the head
hearing all the words they said
yet each must know the truth within
to live a life that's without sin
on and on we think and worry
guessing - grasping - endless flurry
ending up just sad and sick
seeking someone weak to kick
life is only live in truth
a gift so cherished in our youth
but then we're taught control and lie
play those roles and slowly die
the truth of life must be set free
an open heart is free to see
what it sees - yes without guilt
for guilt will cause the soul to wilt
and sickness grow within our band
more violence sweep across the land
for love and truth and life are one
without these we'll soon be done
hearing all the words they said
yet each must know the truth within
to live a life that's without sin
on and on we think and worry
guessing - grasping - endless flurry
ending up just sad and sick
seeking someone weak to kick
life is only live in truth
a gift so cherished in our youth
but then we're taught control and lie
play those roles and slowly die
the truth of life must be set free
an open heart is free to see
what it sees - yes without guilt
for guilt will cause the soul to wilt
and sickness grow within our band
more violence sweep across the land
for love and truth and life are one
without these we'll soon be done
a child cries
a child cries
another tree dies
how long will it be till we see
that the world is in pain
and the wails are like rain
the pills must be stronger each day
this cannot be right
such a horrible sight
we each are a cause in some way
let another one change
i will not re-arrange
seems such a cop-out to me
we all must take part
in any new start
if any real change is to be
to think of ourself
beyond everyone else
is wrong an it's so plain to see
we're all selfish inside
yet most try to hide
from the truth - which is what sets us free
no - we're not all bad
but our minds have been had
and we think someone else is at fault
but each must accept
his own part of the debt
not just armor ourselves like a vault
love your will find
is not in the mind
be open to find your own heart
another tree dies
how long will it be till we see
that the world is in pain
and the wails are like rain
the pills must be stronger each day
this cannot be right
such a horrible sight
we each are a cause in some way
let another one change
i will not re-arrange
seems such a cop-out to me
we all must take part
in any new start
if any real change is to be
to think of ourself
beyond everyone else
is wrong an it's so plain to see
we're all selfish inside
yet most try to hide
from the truth - which is what sets us free
no - we're not all bad
but our minds have been had
and we think someone else is at fault
but each must accept
his own part of the debt
not just armor ourselves like a vault
love your will find
is not in the mind
be open to find your own heart
Thursday, February 15, 2018
lost in time
lost in time - all never ending
giving freely - never lending
grace its self is our true light
shining free and without fright
one must let the heart be open
not turned in - its love unspoken
all is all - yes this is true
all is one - there is no two
i know how things can appear
but love and life are all ways near
giving freely - never lending
grace its self is our true light
shining free and without fright
one must let the heart be open
not turned in - its love unspoken
all is all - yes this is true
all is one - there is no two
i know how things can appear
but love and life are all ways near
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
Saturday, February 10, 2018
Friday, February 9, 2018
Monday, February 5, 2018
on and on
on and on through life i go
it's and endless wander
still i know that in my heart
i just keep growing fonder
of all the people that i meet
of all the creatures here
more and more i cherish them
forever hold them dear
they seem to be so real inside
tho many no more show it
with outer shell they've learned to hide
but in my heart i know it
all are one - as has been spoken
mostly long ago
still i feel i know them all
the bond is still unbroken
Saturday, February 3, 2018
Monday, January 29, 2018
much time has passed
much time has passed since i was young
not much has really changed
the game goes on and i'm still here
not changed - but re-arranged
my heart still cries - i love it so
and spring still brings me joy
yes i'm alive and i don't mind
inside i'm still a boy
much time has passed yet i still play
in this land of terror
no more to hang my head and cry
i don't regret the error
mistakes were made - i bless them so
for through them i did learn
if you're going to play the game
you better learn to burn
not much has really changed
the game goes on and i'm still here
not changed - but re-arranged
my heart still cries - i love it so
and spring still brings me joy
yes i'm alive and i don't mind
inside i'm still a boy
much time has passed yet i still play
in this land of terror
no more to hang my head and cry
i don't regret the error
mistakes were made - i bless them so
for through them i did learn
if you're going to play the game
you better learn to burn
Sunday, January 28, 2018
Thursday, January 25, 2018
she was
she was such a gentle soul
heart and truth the only goal
but hardship on the way she learned
more than once the did get burned
in time she learned to turn her head
avoid the truth and lie instead
for a while it did feel better
no one lives by just the letter
soon the heart began to close
hardness took our gentle rose
all soft and kind was brushed away
no longer would the soul know play
on through life in mindless rush
push and pull and such a fuss
nothing left but guilt and worry
on she rushed in such a hurry
always tired - no joy in work
more and more she learned to shirk
duties seem to drag her down
sometimes feeling she might drown
her own center she had lost
spurned away as such a cost
it happened when she first said no
stick the truth - i just won't go
life itself's still bright and free
but when from truth we try to flee
we turn our backs on its true way
now we will have the final say
truth and love and life are one
to close our heart blocks out the sun
it's love it seems that most men fear
tho the word is spoken dear
most in time give up the flight
give up darkness for the light
for truth and love are life its self
this is true and endless wealth
if we can give up all our dreams
all our plans and mighty schemes
we'll find our own true destiny
again live life as spirit free
wrote those words a long time ago
still like the sound of them
but not sure if we humans
know how to be free
Wednesday, January 24, 2018
we start in on children
we start in on children
so early today
to program their minds
when they should learn how to play
a child needs the time
to first know its self
and it hurts to be told
to just get on that shelf
with no time to consider
just what this might be
we rob them so quickly
of their right to see
it seems plane to me
the old way's not so smart
as we rip up this planet
and tear at its heart
in spite of the terrors
which now fill the land
the stink of pollution
so carefully planned
we still tell them all
that "i know what's best"
but the results that i see
sure don't pass the test
the innocence found
in the eyes of a child
the master once spoke of
in terms not so mild
"be as the children"
is what he once said
the will to respect them
today seems quite dead
most just play roles
that were forced in their mind
with no thought of nature
now so hard to find
a fresh look at life
is the gift of new birth
i we don't respect it
then what is it worth
so early today
to program their minds
when they should learn how to play
a child needs the time
to first know its self
and it hurts to be told
to just get on that shelf
with no time to consider
just what this might be
we rob them so quickly
of their right to see
it seems plane to me
the old way's not so smart
as we rip up this planet
and tear at its heart
in spite of the terrors
which now fill the land
the stink of pollution
so carefully planned
we still tell them all
that "i know what's best"
but the results that i see
sure don't pass the test
the innocence found
in the eyes of a child
the master once spoke of
in terms not so mild
"be as the children"
is what he once said
the will to respect them
today seems quite dead
most just play roles
that were forced in their mind
with no thought of nature
now so hard to find
a fresh look at life
is the gift of new birth
i we don't respect it
then what is it worth
Tuesday, January 16, 2018
there are those
there are those who have not heard
yet the silent sacred word
but the lord of life does live
still unceasingly does give
love in torrents to us all
if we but remove the wall
built around the heart so strong
and sentenced us to so much wrong
this was never meant to be
all were at once sent forth free
give up the fight it has been spoken
and the heart will be unbroken
but each must try in his own way
to face the truth of each new day
and live a life as it should be
with open heart and soul that's free
yet the silent sacred word
but the lord of life does live
still unceasingly does give
love in torrents to us all
if we but remove the wall
built around the heart so strong
and sentenced us to so much wrong
this was never meant to be
all were at once sent forth free
give up the fight it has been spoken
and the heart will be unbroken
but each must try in his own way
to face the truth of each new day
and live a life as it should be
with open heart and soul that's free
Sunday, January 14, 2018
i went to a party
i went to a party on saturday night
and the sights that i saw gave my heart such a fright
the masks that we wore were so ghastly to see
i stood there in silence - how could this all be
the noise was so great and the smiles so untrue
most were afraid and the others just blue
i watched for a while then did go away
but soon i returned - still with nothing to say
the din was still growing and the music so loud
soon i was into the mood of the crowd
we're here to forget just how lonely we feel
for a while to pretend it's not such a bad deal
the wine it's a flowing and the smoke is so thick
a sane person by now would lie down and be sick
but not me - i'm so tough i can take it all in
as we strut for the girls and pretend we're still men
now it's over at last and i'm home here alone
all the girls turned away - no one threw me a bone
in a while i will sleep till the sunrise again
and try to remember just where all i've been
the head full of aches and a sadness inside
to be such a fool and so full of pride
maybe in time i'll grow up and reform
but it's hard in a world where conform is the norm
seems like we always blame someone else
for our situation with our self
and the sights that i saw gave my heart such a fright
the masks that we wore were so ghastly to see
i stood there in silence - how could this all be
the noise was so great and the smiles so untrue
most were afraid and the others just blue
i watched for a while then did go away
but soon i returned - still with nothing to say
the din was still growing and the music so loud
soon i was into the mood of the crowd
we're here to forget just how lonely we feel
for a while to pretend it's not such a bad deal
the wine it's a flowing and the smoke is so thick
a sane person by now would lie down and be sick
but not me - i'm so tough i can take it all in
as we strut for the girls and pretend we're still men
now it's over at last and i'm home here alone
all the girls turned away - no one threw me a bone
in a while i will sleep till the sunrise again
and try to remember just where all i've been
the head full of aches and a sadness inside
to be such a fool and so full of pride
maybe in time i'll grow up and reform
but it's hard in a world where conform is the norm
seems like we always blame someone else
for our situation with our self
Saturday, January 13, 2018
once before
once before the trust was broken
when the truth was freely spoken
men were free and knew lifes way
life was not some game to play
now our heads are hollow vases
stupid looks on all our faces
respect for life not to be found
pride in self does so abound
selfish ways will be our doom
for love of life we have no room
truth could yet redeem our lives
yet greed so far is all that thrives
kindness is what most have lost
frustration fules at such a cost
a selfish heart can not see clearly
and love's the gift we need so dearly
when the truth was freely spoken
men were free and knew lifes way
life was not some game to play
now our heads are hollow vases
stupid looks on all our faces
respect for life not to be found
pride in self does so abound
selfish ways will be our doom
for love of life we have no room
truth could yet redeem our lives
yet greed so far is all that thrives
kindness is what most have lost
frustration fules at such a cost
a selfish heart can not see clearly
and love's the gift we need so dearly
a word of caution
a word of caution to my friend
the world will break who do no bend
the flow of life goes on forever
and there is in truth no never
on and on through time we go
as life proceeds with its own show
the perfect way is always clear
but only seen when truth is dear
they say today you're free to choose
take any path - you just can't lose
but hear me friend - life has its way
it's not some silly game we play
the world will break who do no bend
the flow of life goes on forever
and there is in truth no never
on and on through time we go
as life proceeds with its own show
the perfect way is always clear
but only seen when truth is dear
they say today you're free to choose
take any path - you just can't lose
but hear me friend - life has its way
it's not some silly game we play
mothers weep
mothers weep
we live like sheep
the herd is all we know
live for pride
the child do hide
an act is all we show
to live the truth
would save our youth
but that is long forgotten
the sands of time
are oh so fine
inside we're slowly rottin'
the gift of life is one for all
the wise man knows it so
yet in our greed and desperate need
it isn't love we show
our wants become our only guide
get it all - oh how we tried
yet in the end we all have sinned
from truth we learned to hide
Wednesday, January 10, 2018
gentle words
with gentle words he spoke to me
you think you are - but you're not free
your wants and dreams still rule this life
and they're the source of all this strife
the gift of life is love and grace
but in this world they find no place
man today just lives for dollars
none are free - for all wear collars
slaves to all the things still wanted
live in shame as pride is flaunted
this great addiction is our plight
its cravings fill each day and night
we suffer from our endless need
destroy a world our final deed
this need not be our lasting fate
there is still time - it's not too late
but each must learn we're born to serve
tho few today have found the nerve
to break the chains of greed and fear
and serve/love the life we once held dear
********
you think you are - but you're not free
your wants and dreams still rule this life
and they're the source of all this strife
the gift of life is love and grace
but in this world they find no place
man today just lives for dollars
none are free - for all wear collars
slaves to all the things still wanted
live in shame as pride is flaunted
this great addiction is our plight
its cravings fill each day and night
we suffer from our endless need
destroy a world our final deed
this need not be our lasting fate
there is still time - it's not too late
but each must learn we're born to serve
tho few today have found the nerve
to break the chains of greed and fear
and serve/love the life we once held dear
********
Thursday, January 4, 2018
i am
i am not here to challenge you
i am here to stand beside you
and walk with you
if you find a challenge in life
you brought it with you
i am here to stand beside you
and walk with you
if you find a challenge in life
you brought it with you
Wednesday, January 3, 2018
goals
one of the greatest crimes
we humans can commit
on our selves
the modern addiction
our current affliction
some take charge of their life
some keep up with their life
we all have to find our own way
we humans can commit
on our selves
the modern addiction
our current affliction
some take charge of their life
some keep up with their life
we all have to find our own way
Tuesday, January 2, 2018
the gift
so rarely recognized
in our time
by so many
of us humans
it seems to me
so few even wonder
any more
life for so many
is not the gift
it once was
humans have become
the main problem
life has on this particular
plane of existence
the creatures of the field
have mostly just survived as they can
as have some humans
Sunday, December 31, 2017
we have a problem
we have a serious problem in the world today
we are a serious problem in the world today
as children we are taught how to preform
how to act
now - instead of living - we are acting
playing roles
in order to sustain the role we must repress our true nature
which means we are repressing life
and living a lie
experiencing ourselves as a lie
lying both to ourselves and others
we are now several generations deep in untrue existence
the parents are playing roles
the teachers are playing roles
the preachers are playing roles
we play roles with each other
with our partners
with the children
with our selves
this role we are playing - this lie we are perpetuating
on ourselves is stifling the
Truth of our Existence
we are creating distance between our truth
we are creating barriers between the role we are playing
(who we believe ourselves to be)
and who we actually are
this leads to great conflict and pressure inside our selves
this pressure is making us sick and mean
this seperation from the truth of our selves - what life
created us to be - makes us afraid
the sickness and fear and violence in our world is a
product of our unnatural existence
and will continue to grow until we give up our
unnatural existence
we are emotionally constipated - constantly frustrated
the conflict between our true nature and the role we are
playing - the lie we are living - leaves us no peace
the thought processes we involve ourselves in are constantly
seeking escape from the pain and fear and conflict and frustration
this leads to our great confusion
we create and endless stream of ideas of what we think
will make us happy
we live in almost constant torment and need
all the time trying to act like we're not
we are taught to act confident - when we're not
we are taught to take control - when it was control
that got us this way
life is not to be controlled
life is to be lived
to be lived and experienced openly and fully
we repress life and expect to be happy
that is insane thinking
the creatures in zoos are not happy
they were meant to be free - living their lives and taking
their chances in a free environment
thinking the we are ok when we're not (so called positive
thinking) will only make our situation worse
more lies won't help
it will only lead to more disappointment and frustration
the truth of our existence is the only hope we have
without respect for life within and without our selves
our situation looks pretty bleak to me
but every day is a new day
we are a serious problem in the world today
as children we are taught how to preform
how to act
now - instead of living - we are acting
playing roles
in order to sustain the role we must repress our true nature
which means we are repressing life
and living a lie
experiencing ourselves as a lie
lying both to ourselves and others
we are now several generations deep in untrue existence
the parents are playing roles
the teachers are playing roles
the preachers are playing roles
we play roles with each other
with our partners
with the children
with our selves
this role we are playing - this lie we are perpetuating
on ourselves is stifling the
Truth of our Existence
we are creating distance between our truth
we are creating barriers between the role we are playing
(who we believe ourselves to be)
and who we actually are
this leads to great conflict and pressure inside our selves
this pressure is making us sick and mean
this seperation from the truth of our selves - what life
created us to be - makes us afraid
the sickness and fear and violence in our world is a
product of our unnatural existence
and will continue to grow until we give up our
unnatural existence
we are emotionally constipated - constantly frustrated
the conflict between our true nature and the role we are
playing - the lie we are living - leaves us no peace
the thought processes we involve ourselves in are constantly
seeking escape from the pain and fear and conflict and frustration
this leads to our great confusion
we create and endless stream of ideas of what we think
will make us happy
we live in almost constant torment and need
all the time trying to act like we're not
we are taught to act confident - when we're not
we are taught to take control - when it was control
that got us this way
life is not to be controlled
life is to be lived
to be lived and experienced openly and fully
we repress life and expect to be happy
that is insane thinking
the creatures in zoos are not happy
they were meant to be free - living their lives and taking
their chances in a free environment
thinking the we are ok when we're not (so called positive
thinking) will only make our situation worse
more lies won't help
it will only lead to more disappointment and frustration
the truth of our existence is the only hope we have
without respect for life within and without our selves
our situation looks pretty bleak to me
but every day is a new day
Wednesday, December 27, 2017
all the girls i've loved before
an old song
and one of my favorites
first heard it by julio iglesias
later he did it with willie nelson
a great song
if it wasn't for the girls
there would be no reason
to come to this little planet
and one of my favorites
first heard it by julio iglesias
later he did it with willie nelson
a great song
if it wasn't for the girls
there would be no reason
to come to this little planet
Monday, December 25, 2017
Friday, December 22, 2017
this world
this world
is nothing like the world
i was born into
over 73 years ago
but it is still
where life is
for me
was born in 1944
some called us war babies
the human race
sure seems to like
that war crap
but i ain't like that
out here in the west
just another stray
never been much
for the herd situation
is nothing like the world
i was born into
over 73 years ago
but it is still
where life is
for me
was born in 1944
some called us war babies
the human race
sure seems to like
that war crap
but i ain't like that
out here in the west
just another stray
never been much
for the herd situation
Tuesday, December 19, 2017
how close are we
how close are we
to that which we were actually
born to be
lately i have called that situation
our design code
what we were born to be
which has nothing to do
with what others think we should be
or what we think we should be
awareness
awareness is not a product of thought
only a quiet mind can experience peace
conflict and chaos are products of thought
as is this wierd civilization we are involved with
only a quiet mind can experience peace
conflict and chaos are products of thought
as is this wierd civilization we are involved with
Monday, December 11, 2017
my fathers advice
if your ever in a gunfight with five guys
you better know which one to shoot first
his way of saying "pay attention boy"
i still remember after all these years
you better know which one to shoot first
his way of saying "pay attention boy"
i still remember after all these years
Thursday, December 7, 2017
Wednesday, December 6, 2017
some people
some people seem to think
some ways are right
and some ways are wrong
what if all ways are right
and the thinkers are wrong
some ways are right
and some ways are wrong
what if all ways are right
and the thinkers are wrong
december 7, 1941
my father called that day his anniversary
he was at pearl harbor that morning
on the battleship west virginia
he didn't talk about that morning much

he was at pearl harbor that morning
on the battleship west virginia
he didn't talk about that morning much
Monday, December 4, 2017
a long time ago
a long time ago
when i was a lot younger
i asked my father
what's going on here
how do you deal with all this
his response to me was
i don't know what to tell you boy
your going to have to work that out for your self
he was a good man
and never lied to me
i learned to take responsibility for my self
and learn my own lessons
not someone else's
when i was a lot younger
i asked my father
what's going on here
how do you deal with all this
his response to me was
i don't know what to tell you boy
your going to have to work that out for your self
he was a good man
and never lied to me
i learned to take responsibility for my self
and learn my own lessons
not someone else's
Thursday, November 30, 2017
true
the deer and the mountain lion
are being true to their
what i call
design code
modern humans
not so much
ideas rule in our time
and ideas are not real
awareness is not a product of thought
are being true to their
what i call
design code
modern humans
not so much
ideas rule in our time
and ideas are not real
awareness is not a product of thought
Friday, November 24, 2017
Wednesday, November 22, 2017
on through life
as on and on thru life i go
bewildered by its mighty show
i feel sometimes - when i'm alone
that all the joy once known has flown
and in its place i now find fear
replacing all that once was dear
old and cold i still go on
not content - yet heart not gone
for life itself is grand to me
inspite of all the pain i see
and still if i get one more chance
to do some thing that might enhance
this world a little - i'll still try
to keep my head up to the sky
and do the work as well i can
to not betray lifes faith in man
bewildered by its mighty show
i feel sometimes - when i'm alone
that all the joy once known has flown
and in its place i now find fear
replacing all that once was dear
old and cold i still go on
not content - yet heart not gone
for life itself is grand to me
inspite of all the pain i see
and still if i get one more chance
to do some thing that might enhance
this world a little - i'll still try
to keep my head up to the sky
and do the work as well i can
to not betray lifes faith in man
pieces of eight
pieces of eight
are nothing but freight
if you don't have
a friend at your side
all the gold in the land
is not worth that small hand
that i held when we took
that first ride
when the journey is done
and the course has been run
with a smile on my face
i'll have died
and the moments we shared
in the time we were paired
were a dream from which
no one would hide
are nothing but freight
if you don't have
a friend at your side
all the gold in the land
is not worth that small hand
that i held when we took
that first ride
when the journey is done
and the course has been run
with a smile on my face
i'll have died
and the moments we shared
in the time we were paired
were a dream from which
no one would hide
Thursday, November 16, 2017
an old joke from my childhood
the first little bird said
my instincts tell me to fly north
the second little bird said
my instincts tell me to fly south
the third little bird said
my end stinks
but it don't tell me nothin'
my instincts tell me to fly north
the second little bird said
my instincts tell me to fly south
the third little bird said
my end stinks
but it don't tell me nothin'
Sunday, November 12, 2017
Thursday, November 9, 2017
Monday, November 6, 2017
Saturday, November 4, 2017
capital resources
the ability to buy
other insecure people
and control them
if they submit to people
with extra money
that money stuff
is a control freak thing
in the world we live in
other insecure people
and control them
if they submit to people
with extra money
that money stuff
is a control freak thing
in the world we live in
Friday, November 3, 2017
Thursday, November 2, 2017
one
the road of life
passes through all
the way of life
passes through all
it appears to me
all that is
is all
we are many
and we are one
passes through all
the way of life
passes through all
it appears to me
all that is
is all
we are many
and we are one
Friday, October 27, 2017
Thursday, October 26, 2017
Sunday, October 22, 2017
Wednesday, October 18, 2017
love
a state of being
and not something you get from another
although it can be shared
being loved is of limited value
until it is shared
we all grow up in our own time
and not something you get from another
although it can be shared
being loved is of limited value
until it is shared
we all grow up in our own time
one man
on man is short
and another one tall
to see them as two
has been our downfall
one spirit is all
my heart has been told
the voice was not soft
it was spoken quite bold
all men are brothers
i know that it's true
tho this is suspected
by only a few
all are yourself
the same essence inside
but to hear it i know
just might hurt your pride
pride's just a shield
and it locks us away
in chains of restraint
that won't let us play
life must be free
to unfold as it should
all our thinking and planning
has led to no good
the spirit of life
is its own plan you see
it can't be improved
and it sets us all free
for love is the gift
that it shares with us all
there's no time like the present
to answer its call
and another one tall
to see them as two
has been our downfall
one spirit is all
my heart has been told
the voice was not soft
it was spoken quite bold
all men are brothers
i know that it's true
tho this is suspected
by only a few
all are yourself
the same essence inside
but to hear it i know
just might hurt your pride
pride's just a shield
and it locks us away
in chains of restraint
that won't let us play
life must be free
to unfold as it should
all our thinking and planning
has led to no good
the spirit of life
is its own plan you see
it can't be improved
and it sets us all free
for love is the gift
that it shares with us all
there's no time like the present
to answer its call
Sunday, October 15, 2017
on and on
on and on through life i go
it's an endless wander
still i know that in my heart
i just keep growing fonder
of all the people that i meet
of all the creatures here
more and more i cherish them
forever hold them dear
they seem to be so real inside
tho many no more show it
with outer shell they've learned to hide
but in my heart i know it
all are one - as has been spoken
mostly long ago
still i feel i know them all
the bond is still unbroken
it's an endless wander
still i know that in my heart
i just keep growing fonder
of all the people that i meet
of all the creatures here
more and more i cherish them
forever hold them dear
they seem to be so real inside
tho many no more show it
with outer shell they've learned to hide
but in my heart i know it
all are one - as has been spoken
mostly long ago
still i feel i know them all
the bond is still unbroken
Friday, October 13, 2017
a friend of mine
a friend of mine
not long ago
asked if i was crazy
i said no
i don't think so
but i might be lazy
all i want to do is play
and fill some girl with fun
my conscience doesn't bother me
that part is surely done
i like to do the things i like
my heart says it's ok
to have some fun - make someone laugh
don't censor what you say
just be your self - it's lifes own plan
and you must live it true
don't worry what those others think
that's not the life for you
the past is dead - ideas burned
you don't get nothing back
your life is now and you'll know how
there's nothing that you lack
kind of silly but i like it
not long ago
asked if i was crazy
i said no
i don't think so
but i might be lazy
all i want to do is play
and fill some girl with fun
my conscience doesn't bother me
that part is surely done
i like to do the things i like
my heart says it's ok
to have some fun - make someone laugh
don't censor what you say
just be your self - it's lifes own plan
and you must live it true
don't worry what those others think
that's not the life for you
the past is dead - ideas burned
you don't get nothing back
your life is now and you'll know how
there's nothing that you lack
kind of silly but i like it
Thursday, October 12, 2017
day of mourning
day of mourning
no more scorning
this i do implore
tell me why we act this way
help me know the score
i have wondered all my life
in this land of free
why we never quite turn out
to be what we would be
still i know here in my heart
as i think of you
here inside we're all the same
no matter what we do
perhaps the truth we do not serve
perhaps we do not know
just what is the truth of life
who really runs the show
ourselves we glory
same old story
with our egos grand
always sure of who we are
and where we make our stand
a word of caution we might heed
in our current state
too much power can mislead
and result in so much hate
please don't bully and impose
your will so upon others
life tells me with every breath
that all who live are brothers
the other side is still yourself
no matter where you go
the truth of life will be revealed
to those who wish to know
and are willing to accept
the truth of what actually is
no more scorning
this i do implore
tell me why we act this way
help me know the score
i have wondered all my life
in this land of free
why we never quite turn out
to be what we would be
still i know here in my heart
as i think of you
here inside we're all the same
no matter what we do
perhaps the truth we do not serve
perhaps we do not know
just what is the truth of life
who really runs the show
ourselves we glory
same old story
with our egos grand
always sure of who we are
and where we make our stand
a word of caution we might heed
in our current state
too much power can mislead
and result in so much hate
please don't bully and impose
your will so upon others
life tells me with every breath
that all who live are brothers
the other side is still yourself
no matter where you go
the truth of life will be revealed
to those who wish to know
and are willing to accept
the truth of what actually is
Tuesday, October 10, 2017
divided
divided over where we go
what we do and what we show
seems to me - now that i'm old
it makes no sense what i've been told
the truth inside must first be found
or life is one big run around
if you don't be just who you are
you'll wind up wishing on some star
and wishing always leads to sorrow
always living for tomorrow
but what about your life today
just dreaming lets it slip away
the here and now is what we are
truth can never be that far
let the whole of now be lived
so nothing has to be re-lived
what we do and what we show
seems to me - now that i'm old
it makes no sense what i've been told
the truth inside must first be found
or life is one big run around
if you don't be just who you are
you'll wind up wishing on some star
and wishing always leads to sorrow
always living for tomorrow
but what about your life today
just dreaming lets it slip away
the here and now is what we are
truth can never be that far
let the whole of now be lived
so nothing has to be re-lived
Thursday, October 5, 2017
Friday, September 22, 2017
Wednesday, September 20, 2017
we start in on children
we start in on children
so early today
to program their minds
when they should learn how to play
a child needs the time
to first know its self
and it hurts to be told
to just get on that shelf
with no time to consider
just what this might be
we rob them so quickly
of their right to see
it seems plain to me
the old way ain't so smart
as we rip up this planet
and tear at its heart
in spite of the terrors
which now fill the land
the stink of pollution
so carefully planned
we still tell them all
that "i know what's best"
but the results that i see
sure don't pass the test
the innocence found
in the eyes pf a child
the master once spoke of
in terms not so mild
"be as the children"
is what he once said
the will to respect them
today seems quite dead
most just play roles
that were forced in their mind
with no thought of nature
now so hard to find
a fresh look at life
is the gift of new birth
if we don't respect it
then what is it worth
greetings my friend
greetings my friend
i've not seen in so long
tho here in my heart
you have never been gone
and i wish to say
in a personal way
just to have known you
does brighten my day
the love that you share
where ever you go
reminds all around you
that love is the show
that brings us together
with its own special gift
and it's the true healer
that mends every rift
i might have forgotten
had i not met you
of all of the blessings
yours is most true
hi jim
i've not seen in so long
tho here in my heart
you have never been gone
and i wish to say
in a personal way
just to have known you
does brighten my day
the love that you share
where ever you go
reminds all around you
that love is the show
that brings us together
with its own special gift
and it's the true healer
that mends every rift
i might have forgotten
had i not met you
of all of the blessings
yours is most true
hi jim
heros
heros come and héros go
mostly they disrupt the show
for we tend to imitate
this will lead to second rate
each is born with its own plan
this is true of every man
copies only lead to sadness
self-denial leads to madness
to your heart you must be true
even if rewards are few
the plan of life is what is real
we're not here to make some deal
true nature first must be respected
our duty must not be neglected
the truth of life is its own goal
and living truth will heal the soul
mostly they disrupt the show
for we tend to imitate
this will lead to second rate
each is born with its own plan
this is true of every man
copies only lead to sadness
self-denial leads to madness
to your heart you must be true
even if rewards are few
the plan of life is what is real
we're not here to make some deal
true nature first must be respected
our duty must not be neglected
the truth of life is its own goal
and living truth will heal the soul
times of conflict
in times of great conflict
like these that i see
it's hard to make judgement
like just what to be
confusion and chaos
will keep us uptight
that by itself
makes it hard to know right
perhaps if we slow down
and just clear our head
give up the ideas
that make us brain dead
cause when this one says this
and another says that
we settle the issue
with fist and with bat
most think they know something
but i think we don't
we outsmart ourselves
with ideas that won't
fit in with nature
which has it's own plan
which we disregard
because we now can
if we took the time
and gave life a look
it just might not be
as we read in some book
the mind that's not made up
and fused with belief
might find something more
and provide some relief
but if no one will face
that they just might be wrong
we may someday look up
and find our world gone
like these that i see
it's hard to make judgement
like just what to be
confusion and chaos
will keep us uptight
that by itself
makes it hard to know right
perhaps if we slow down
and just clear our head
give up the ideas
that make us brain dead
cause when this one says this
and another says that
we settle the issue
with fist and with bat
most think they know something
but i think we don't
we outsmart ourselves
with ideas that won't
fit in with nature
which has it's own plan
which we disregard
because we now can
if we took the time
and gave life a look
it just might not be
as we read in some book
the mind that's not made up
and fused with belief
might find something more
and provide some relief
but if no one will face
that they just might be wrong
we may someday look up
and find our world gone
Monday, September 18, 2017
Monday, September 11, 2017
priceless time
experience each moment fully
it will not return
the price of life is yourself
love is not a marketable commodity
life is complete in and of itself
life is a bargain unless you want something
life is the only noble cause
love is the only noble cause
life and love are the same
life is only real when it's free
love is only real when it's free
life and love are the same
truth is the only noble cause
truth and life and love are the same
freedom is of the heart
truth is of the heart
freedom and truth are the same
joy is of the heart
joy and freedom are the same
peace and joy are of the heart
peace and joy are the same
man is lost in his head
a comment
time
truth
opportunity
action
ability
strive for nothing
function in the world as it is
seek no answers
be truth
be as you are
function in the world as you are
each has his own individual function
none is better or worse than another
do what is your nature to do
be what is your nature to be
allow others the same opportunity
peace is acceptance of what is
respond to opportunities as they present themselves
be a human being
allow the children to find their own way
truth
opportunity
action
ability
strive for nothing
function in the world as it is
seek no answers
be truth
be as you are
function in the world as you are
each has his own individual function
none is better or worse than another
do what is your nature to do
be what is your nature to be
allow others the same opportunity
peace is acceptance of what is
respond to opportunities as they present themselves
be a human being
allow the children to find their own way
Friday, September 8, 2017
Wednesday, September 6, 2017
will power
don't try that if your a pisces
that's a pretty primitive state of mind
pisces is a by life be led situation
not many know what that means anymore
that's a pretty primitive state of mind
pisces is a by life be led situation
not many know what that means anymore
Tuesday, September 5, 2017
Monday, September 4, 2017
Sunday, September 3, 2017
Friday, September 1, 2017
an old poem
SATURDAY, APRIL 22, 2017
in times long past
in times long past before we learned
about ideas and got burned
men lived in peace with one another
and knew each to be his brother
but in time we lost our way
how this happened i can't say
maybe this was meant to be
a plan of life to help us see
as i said i know not why
yet these results make my heart cry
it seems that all we learned is hate
and at times it seems too late
can all this change - the mind does wonder
must the guns all roar like thunder
if we continue on this way
night will soon engulf the day
the children all will lose their home
all will grieve and wail and moan
just because we forsake love
and with our armies crushed the dove
there is still time the heart does say
but we must return to the way
all thought of what to be must go
an open heart and mind can know
about ideas and got burned
men lived in peace with one another
and knew each to be his brother
but in time we lost our way
how this happened i can't say
maybe this was meant to be
a plan of life to help us see
as i said i know not why
yet these results make my heart cry
it seems that all we learned is hate
and at times it seems too late
can all this change - the mind does wonder
must the guns all roar like thunder
if we continue on this way
night will soon engulf the day
the children all will lose their home
all will grieve and wail and moan
just because we forsake love
and with our armies crushed the dove
there is still time the heart does say
but we must return to the way
all thought of what to be must go
an open heart and mind can know
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