Friday, January 23, 2015

acceptance

pretty easy to accept those that accept you

how about those that don't

we humans

our manifestations are different

but our essence is the same

Thursday, January 22, 2015

killing

if you kill another

you kill part of your self

if you hurt another

you hurt a part of your self

if you lie to another

you lie to part of your self


and this is not about morality

this is about reality


the actual reality of life

which actually does exist

which our current civilizations

appear oblivious to


so many lies

so much propaganda


we have been born into a factory

which we are are trained to serve


this is not service to life

this is being used by other humans


life is still an open option

if we survive having been made crazy

and forgetting who we are

and learning to do what we're told to do

instead of to be who we are

by people who don't care for us so much

and we don't usually care for them


it seems important to me

that we know our self personally

but few are being permitted the time


modern humans have their schedules

life has its order

which don't appear to have any common ground to me

in our time


common is usually looked down upon


maybe i'll go to bed now

middle class

kind of an insulting term

middle class

upper class

lower class

this was of thinking creates a psychological hierarchy

in the minds of people

and glorifies the upper class

which tends to look down on the lower class

as i have seen over the decades here

these terms divide the population

and keeps best of mans efforts concentrated among a few so called privileged people

who do most of the work


don't really enjoy saying it

but this is a form of slavery

which people must adapt to or starve


not a lot of freedom in that


mostly it bothers me because of what i see happening

to the people in this system

and all the conflict it is producing in the people

which becomes all this conflict in the world


life does have a natural order

we humans seem to have little respect for life

hoping

ain't hoping for much of nothing, sugar

just waiting to see what's next

questioning and rejecting

life on this plane

in our time

requires being with those that accept you

and those that choose to reject you

and just being your self


which didn't make much to me

at first glance


until i remembered

life is all that is


there ain't no is not


that crap is just delusional thinking

questioning

the first question could be

who am i


the second could be

why am i here


which exist within your self

and not without your self

dependent needs

what we would not be carrying around

if the elders of this tribe

actually knew what they we doing


need and wants

and hopes and dreams

and endless ambitions


the road to nowhere to be


being is what we are


in all this confusion

we just try to be

what we think we ought to be

or what we want to be

which is even worse

for our self


we are being

rejecting its self

and hoping or wanting to be

something else


which ain't actually an option

and the attempt is a real bummer

times of great conflict

in times of great conflict
like these that i see
it's hard to make judgement
like just what to be

confusion and chaos
will keep us uptight
that by itself
makes it hard to know right

perhaps if we slow down
and just clear our head
give up the ideas
that make us brain dead

cause when this one says this
and another says that
we settle the issue
with fist and with bat

most think they know something
but i think we don't
we outsmart ourselves
with ideas that won't

fit in with nature
which has it's own plan
which we disregard
because we now can

if we took the time
and gave life a look
it just might not be
as we read in some book

a mind that's not made up
and fused with belief
might find something more
and provide some relief

but if no one will face
that we just might be wrong
we may someday look up
and find our world gone


a little respect and consideration

might make a difference

if we knew what they meant

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

boo

disapproval is the curse of our time

as is approval


we are lost and wandering

and don't have to be

in that situation with our self

unless we choose to be

in that situation


we do not have to choose

as so many have said

we can also let life choose

and be free

of that choosing crap

which i  never much cared for anyway

weaning

life is constantly weaning us

from what ever we think we need


what we actually are

is more than enough


what we think we are

and like to hope we are

or are afraid we are

is mostly bullshit

and not really relevant

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

crime

any crime i commit against you

is a crime i commit against my self


any crime i commit against my self

is a crime i commit against you

deception

to allow an other to deceive me

would be to do them a great injustice


and to deceive my self

an ever greater injustice to them

misunderstanding

we modern humans

may be caught up in

the greatest misunderstanding

of all time


we have been raised on lies

that were the misunderstandings of

those that were here before us


all i can say to that is

we all have to find our way

with very little support

from the people we are here with


and that isn't their fault


their fault was

not being who they actually were


and they paid the price for that


being is a gift

which hasn't been mentioned so much

while others told us what we were

and what to be


no one can tell us that

and we all have to find our way


the only true teaching

is a truthful presentation

which i have been exposed to

but not all that much in our time


here in the land of performances


life ain't a soap opera or a movie


looking for peace and happiness

outside our self

is a serious misunderstanding

on our part

which is our responsibility

an no other


sharing our truth

with our self

is a start

Monday, January 19, 2015

function

function means to me

be who you are

and do what you do


all the alternatives

are pretty scary to me

out of time

all of our efforts

all our hopes and wishes and dreams

will be out of time sooner or later

as all of our little human creations will


as will all of life's creations also


most of the human creations i see around me

seem to be well thought out

but not much of a celebration of life


most of this crap was done for personal gain and power

which ain't all that glorious a cause


life is a show off

if we are willing to see

and not hide and lie so much

learning how to be me

what i have been learning

for over 70 trips around this little sun

trying not to fall over all these trips


one thing i have learned

trying not to trip

is to stumble and fall


thinkers usually try something


awareness is not a product of thought

but most emotional disorders are

learning

learning is only achieved

by those willing to learn


wanting to learn

makes learning impossible

teaching

true teaching

is a truthful presentation

Sunday, January 18, 2015

that thumping in our hands

i remember that day

justification

just another way

to avoid personal responsibility


which we so often seek

to claim for our own


there is the "i did that" crap

and the "i did not do that" crap


and those that just wondered

what just happened

and how to keep up with that crap


crap is generally considered waste

and not worthy of salvage

or salvation as so many call that crap


have used a lot of foul language tonight


not entirely sure why

but am pretty sure

all the lies are annoying me

living

it is very difficult to speak

about living life

when so many think

they already know how to live life


amid all this death and destruction and pain

change

i don't feel changed by this life

but certainly rearranged


such is the way of life

if we are willing to change

which is what life does

and forever remains the same

creative thinking

has led to this dreadful downfall of man kind


awareness is not a product of thought


and the thinking man

is not qualified to play god

with the human race

(which i call the human organism)

or the creatures of the field

or this little planet we were born on


i am particularly pissed and concerned

about how we treat the children

and about how they are responding to such treatment

in this land of self abuse

Saturday, January 17, 2015

respect

respect is not something some one gives or pays another

that is bribery


respect is only real when for all Life

a comment on the human race

we humans

in the past few thousand years

have managed to turn our wonderful little world

into a pretty fucked up mess


and we are getting better at it every day


Life doesn't have to be like that

but we have to learn to respect Life

all Life

where ever we find Life

starting with our Self

hate

anger is an aggressive expression of self-pity

hate is passionate expression of self-pity

and a monstrous ego problem of control freaks

and pure poison to the self and our world

seeing

so many today see what they want to see

and don't see what they don't want to see

which is a recipe for blindness


so many today believe what they want to believe

and don't believe what they don't want to believe

which is a recipe for ignorance

life

most people seem to want life to get personal


but life is about everybody


about everyone


so life seems to me



i wasn't  offered a choice

and didn't feel like i needed one


all sounded like a lot more fun to me


and still does


yesterdays ideas were dead when they were born



i just be me as i can


that's all i have got

which seems mostly

to have me


which is perhaps

a great gift


we shall see

Friday, January 16, 2015

knowing

knowing is retrospective

of the past


today is not about yesterday

now is not about tomorrow

or yesterday


lifes manifestations change

life is the real in the sequence

freedom

just another word

for

nothing left to lose


as the janis joplin girl

once said


and she spoke truthfully


she must have had

quite a dose of pisces

in her recipe

Thursday, January 15, 2015

love

love is not based on personal profit

or personal gratification


love is based on what needs to be done


and i don't mean what you want life to be

i mean life being what life is

greed and selfishness

the greatest curse of all

and a great plague in our time


those that serve life

do not control or enslave life


and life is all that actually exists

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

hate

the ultimate self pity

and the source of vengeance

which i mentioned earlier

a very perverse expression

of personal gratification


these a not honorable callings

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

religions

and no fan of religions


these are groups of people

that require complete submission

to their idea of god


and there are so many ideas

about what to submit to


these are the exploiters and manipulators


which is an abuse of life


i don't know what anyone else should do


i don't know what i should do


i just be my self as i can

and keep up with life as i can


control of life is not my thing


i sure as hell ain't qualified for that


and i didn't find controlling my self

very much fun


religious people seem such a serious bunch

and not my thing at all

vengeance

am pretty sure vengeance

is the most insane word of all


the most selfish

the most greedy

and the most hateful


a lethal dose of self pity


not much fun over there

just a lot of perverse and painful

gratification


not much fun in that


unless you are really fucked up

as we called that stuff back in high school


where i first learned about this stuff

a quiet day

and i ain't being lazy

or bored


just savoring the moment

Life

Life could be wonderful

if we humans would just

let Life be Life


control is a crime against Life

and a serious misunderstanding


Peace is the gift of Being

the endless source

what i call life


life is a story

without an ending

my job

my job

is to be who i am

where ever i am

who ever i am with

and ever by my self

my dear

i am your escort

to where ever you are going

Monday, January 12, 2015

facing ones self

the only way to assist an other

in facing their self

is to be your self

facing their self


and i don't mean just their hair cut

or the clothes they are wearing

or their reputation or position


being is not a physical plane thing


being is your relationship with your self

Sunday, January 11, 2015

preachy

have been accused of that

which is correct

because i am


yet i am neither christian or muslim or jew

or any other religious organization


and i ain't selling nothing

Saturday, January 10, 2015

precious few

tho precious few
still serve the plan
a voice inside
says we still can

return to that
which is us all
the spirit lives
i've heard it's call

in silence when
the mind is still
it's presence grows
and seems to fill

my heart and soul
with renewed knowing
almost like
life's hand is sowing

blessings which we
don't yet see
eternal love
for you and me

the ancients knew
of this great spirit
though modern man
has come to fear it

we seek today
to serve ourselves
yet still  -  in every
heart it dwells

the life that is
the source of all
the one in many
still does call

and seeks to share
it's boundless love
through kindness
to redeem the dove

and restore all
to love and grace
to return joy to
each child's face

Friday, January 9, 2015

problems with your self

the only way to face your self

is to face your problems with your self


most people in our time

seem to think

ignoring their problem with their self

will make the problem go away


which gives the problem great power over our self


facing our problem

is the gateway to our self


problems are just our attempts to control life

which ain't really an option


and we thinker people

with all these grand ideas

are trying to play god with life


which ain't all that great an idea


life is forever free

and beyond our control


such thinking is delusional


and a barrier to awareness of life






Tuesday, January 6, 2015

steps

in our little world

eight steps up

also means

eight steps down


life is about balance


not sure if that is the correct word

but it's all i got right now


life can be deceptive

if you think about it too much


there ain't no it


we humans made that up

to separate our selves from others


i tried that too


it wasn't all that much fun

splash

if you don't want

to make a splash


hit the dirt

close to the edge of the pond


but be advised

that might make a bigger splash

than landing in the middle


these are strange times

and few are sure

just what is going on here

pictures

captured moments


in our time

often staged

ambitions

seeking to gratify

our personal ambitions

is probably the most dangerous game

people play


for one thing

life ain't a game


and play is a childhood game


games can be ok sometimes

but not much of a life choice


life is not about winning or losing

life is about you play the game


my father figure told me that

a long time ago


he was a pretty sharp guy

and a good man

and i liked him


he also knew i was a person

in my on right

and not his to mold and shape


as i grew older i realized

how rare that was

in our world today


Monday, January 5, 2015

faith

i have faith in life


not so much in you

or me

or them

or whatever else is upon us

lucky

have been lucky many times


life has often been kind to me


which i often didn't realize at the time

courage

a fools errand

a product of someones propaganda

sometimes their own propaganda


willingness

that takes balls

and more than a little heart


that goes for girls too

they wear their balls inside

Saturday, January 3, 2015

fair

fair only exists

when humans play

games with rules


real life goes

round and round

and up and down

all the time


and we petty little humans

don't make the rules

at best we just keep up

the family of man

the family of man

is in serious conflict

with its self


we have a serious problem

with our self


a cure does exist


our biggest problem

is our fear and arrogance

and the magnitude of our greed


which leads to focus

on what we want

instead of what we need

and what needs to be done

Thursday, January 1, 2015

life

all life is sacred

a sacred place

where ever you are

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

how it once was

and Oron spoke to his son Jacob about how it once was

about how the land once supported mankind and the creatures
of the field

in the beginning the cycles of manifestation were the greatest
power

the cycles of dispensation regulated all life on this plane

the fruits of nature came and went

each learned to work and live within the system

or it died


there was no way to cheat

the forms of life came forth and grew and evolved  -  and their
natural course of existence

and died in their own time  -  as all things must

but the force or spirit of life once more cloaked its self in the
material of this plane

to come forth again and again it it's apparently endless
sequence of expressions of its self

each more refined and remarkable than the one before

this is how it once was

as the creative force wove the glorious fabric of life

a living cloak upon the once barren globe


at some point in time  -  i know not when

the idea arose in man that he could or should take charge of his life

to make things better for himself

that he need not accept the cycles of dispensation as life provided

and took away

perhaps he thought or desired not to die in his own time

or that his children or mate should not die

this is not known to me

all that is known is that mankind came to rebel against the order of life


perhaps this is the natural next step of man

i do not know

in any case  -  man made many changes in this world

apparently to improve his situation  -  that he might not have to
strive and struggle and die

that life might be made easier  -  and last longer

how and why is lost in the passage of time

all that is known is that man became greedy and selfish and
feared for himself

once man took only what he needed to live and there was
balance in this world

but man then came to take more than he needed

and deprived others of his kind and the creatures of the field
what they needed to live out their allotted span of time

the order of life was disrupted

soon the vast green cloak of the forests began to disappear

slowly at first  -  but with ever and ever increasing speed

for a time nature could heal the wounds to the body

but as man sought more and more not to die  -  with his vaccinations
and his cures  -  the population grew and grew and began to overwhelm
the natural life support system of this plane

more and more the great canopy of the forest disappeared

the creatures of the field  -  who also make up the fabric of life
on this plane  -  began to disappear

the atmosphere and climate began to change

the concoctions of man to improve his lot in life began to sterilize
and poison the earth

whole species were destroyed to make man safer and gorge his belly
beyond and reasonable need

the signs of decay and corruption were clear

but man refused or was unable to see the error of his ways

the great crime being perpetuated on the fragile beauty of the earth

and ultimately upon himself

man created new systems to support himself

and as each failed in time  - sought to create another and another

each failing more quickly than the last


it is not known if this journey man has taken is right or wrong

perhaps we have failed at our destiny

perhaps not

all that is known to me is that man suffers greatly amid his own creations

has brought this suffering upon himself by not accepting the gift of
life as they are offered

and accepting their loss when they are reclaimed by the order of things

the creatures of the field are born and die in their own time  -  without complaint

i have seen it so

in our own time  -  we each make our own contribution to life

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

money

money was designed

by a few humans

to finance the slave trade


as were most religions


and here we are

Monday, December 29, 2014

what to do

so many

want to be told what to do


so many

are willing to please them

in time to face their wrath


and a great tragedy

is upon the land


when i was much younger

i asked my father what to do


i was lewis jr.

he was the only man i respected

up to that time


his response to me was

i don't know what to tell you boy

you have to work that out with yourself


and i still do

as i can


as we all can

if we can respect ourself

Saturday, December 27, 2014

life

praise from me to life

how can life be anyone

when life is everyone


life can do that

how about you

and all the rest of us

sex

human sexuality

is about more than our genitals


human sexuality

is about who we are

and sharing who we are


sharing is the clue


freedom is the greatest

gift of all

Thursday, December 25, 2014

what we have in common

and the question to me is

how do i deal with

what we have in common

and what we don't


all at the same time

standard

a really stupid word

song

kind of a funny word

sounds kind of old

maybe asian

somewhere back east


my favorite song would be

a song we could sing together

as we are


with out all the other crap

that is so popular in our time


so many

seeking to control life

so few

willing to be life

cherished beliefs

our cherished beliefs

do not cancel or eliminate truth

except in our own eyes and experience


the truth of life

is beyond human control


we are not here to control life

we are here to serve life


and life is all that is

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

self

if you can't look

at your self


how will you ever

look at the rest of us

Monday, December 22, 2014

doing

if we were aware

of what we are actually doing

we probably wouldn't be doing

what we are doing


thinking about life

is a foolish and stupid exercise

and usually an attempt

to make life different than life is

which is a really stupid idea

and pretty darn arrogant


we humans just ain't qualified

for that situation


Friday, December 19, 2014

hope and wishes

just another attempt

to cheat life


right up there with

sacred beliefs


life is all


hope is a personal want


and a pretty small place

to be

religion

if we can't give up

our religious beliefs

we will never be able

to see life clearly


and all them other beliefs too


beliefs are just our sacred hopes

and hoping is less than living


being is quite another experience


not so popular in our time


but preforming is really in

truth

resisting truth

can be a very dangerous game


life is far more than a game

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

oppose

that which we oppose

we become


we can only pass judgement on our self


until we don't


and are free of that judgement crap


many have shed the blood of others

to serve their god


those others

were also the children of god


such service seems not natural to me


why would a sane loving god

wish to have his children killed


perhaps the children would not obey

and god is a slave master


not where i come from

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

what i know

most of what i know

is what i don't know


what i do know

don't seem to hang around

all that long

the man was lost

the man was lost and almost broken
when from within these words were spoken
rise up my son  -  for i am with you
you feel alone but that is not true

i'm the life that fills your heart
i've been with you from the start
you've let ideas fill your head
not listened to a word i've said

for i am all and know you well
you turned away  -  that's why you fell
i will guide you through this life
in this time of so much strife

my life is the life of all
i'm the source of great and small
but most today don't hear my voice
and each is free to make his choice

yet blessing life is all i do
my love is boundless  -  ever true
this gift is all i ever share
my blessings put an end to care

but love's a gift  -  i do not force
all are free to choose  -  of course
man receives what he does give
try loving all  -  like me  -  and live

urgent words

urgent words and stressful faces
this is seen now in most places
humans seem to worry more
most don't seem to know the score

ideas are the chosen goal
endless dreams torment the soul
it's fantasy my heart does say
no truth in all the games we play

life does have its own true course
which all must live or see remorse
and truth will in the heart be found
thru love we'll see the world rebound

ideas only block the view
the mind must open to the new
we must release all old belief
which is the source of all our grief

the plans of man have surely failed
upon the rocks we now have sailed
to truth of life we must return
the sacred trust we must re-learn

the spirit lives  -  it's what we are
and always with us  -  never far
but all must listen for its voice
and with the heart make love the choice


Friday, December 12, 2014

failure

just another way of winning


we all win in our own time

we all lose in our own time


we all are

as we are

in our own time


sometimes we share

what we are

in our own time


sometimes we don't

Thursday, December 11, 2014

rules

i only have one rule


don't ever make a rule

you can't break


rules are restrictions

and limit freedom


which only applies to

children under three years


some times just a few months

sometimes even days or weeks


freedom

ia the greatest

gift of all

time

there is a time to laugh

and a time to cry

and a time to be quiet


and being quiet means

being with the stillness


when you are all three at once

life is

impatience

the only problem

i have ever had

was with my impatience


and my attitude a few times

problem

the only problem

i have ever had

was with my impatience

secret

a secret

can only be a secret

if you are keeping it

from your self

foot prints in the sand

all we will ever be


which is certainly

more than enough

rejection

how does one deal with rejection


sadly for so many

that has become

reject them first


which is the only way

to join them

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

answers

spent a lot of time

looking for answers


all i ever found

were clues

wondering

i have often wondered

about what we humans are doing


for a while i thought

this is a big mistake


but we are just exploring

our potentials and possibilities


the best and worst of them

as we can


the rest of our story

dependes on what we see


or what we think we see


and how we respond

to our new situation

can you spot the roadrunner


Monday, December 8, 2014

virgins

it was quite a shock to me

to realize this was the land of virgins


have always been a big fan of girls

and of most children


the saddest part of this story

for me

was to realize

the girls wanted to keep us that way


i was expected to accept

being left out


that ain't actually my nature

except with children

who aren't expected

to face life yet

secrecy and lies

the greatest curse of mankind


have been in this body

on this planet

for almost seventy trips

around this sun

looking at that moon out there

and feel qualified

to comment on that situation


not sure what that means


seems a little arrogant to me

stars

how the light gets in here

the sun and the moon were first


and then man discovered fire making

and the struggle began


light is the clue


secrecy and privacy

are a fools errand

as are lies and deception


all attempts to deceive our Self

will end in failure

as they always have

in their own time


our truth

is all

we actually are


Saturday, December 6, 2014

hope

a more gracious form of want


not so demanding


yet still with those expectations


our premeditated desires

to control life


which is to reject life

as life is

wonder

if you wonder who you are

examine your prayers


if you wonder who you are

it probably ain't who you think you are


and certainly not who you hope you are

dream killer

probably one of my indian names


nine beers would be another


have been called many things in this life


have seen many things in this life


and been many places with my self
perhaps the dumbest word of all

to say to your self


and i don't mean what you want

or who you think you are

or who you wish you were

willingness

perhaps the greatest virtue of all

Friday, December 5, 2014

the human race

here among the human race
each could know his rightful place
if he would set all thought aside
and from the truth no longer hide

life does have its natural order
tho rarely seen within our border
with no respect for life as whole
greed and power the new goal

wipe out all that nature made
kill the life in field and glade
a new plan for life we cry
get on board or else you die

all the kindness of the heart
must be stifled if your smart
for a time it seemed so great
but things have changed it seems of late

chaos now does fill the land
truth can find no place to stand
most live in fear from day to day
the pills and booze push it away

order once again can be
but we must first set ourselves free
the spirit lives but is repressed
such is why we feel depressed

the heart must open to the light
this is how we know what's right
the soul of man must be set free
to live the truth as meant to be

the plan is not found in the head
or from all the books we've read
love and truth are of the now
and open heart will show us how

the voice of truth

the voice of truth
will  still be found
within the heart
that hears no sound

with silent mind
yes still all thought
have no belief
you'll just get caught

in all that maze
that men create
when to their thoughts
they do relate

the living essence
must be known
this is how the
truth is shown

it's not outside
all those are lost
life's in the now
and without cost

no one has
what others need
within yourself
you'll find the seed

of life eternal
endless love
it's in you heart
not up above

here i sit

here i sit  -  still out of work
am i  ok  -  or just a jerk
only time will make it clear
the guiding light or clouds of fear

all must walk their path they say
must take each step through each new day
the heart of truth is surely led
but strange ideas fill the head

no one knows for sure i guess
sometimes more and sometimes less
still the game must be played out
we'll not turn back  -  the soul does shout

nothing past can draw my heart
life must have a brand new start
so here i am  -  depressed but eager
resources lean but not yet meager

knowing life does have it's plan
in time to share with this mere man
as we once again take part
in what will be a brand new start

Thursday, December 4, 2014

angel

there are two angels

at the gates of heaven


one to remind you

of what you did do

and confirm what you did


one is to remind you

of what you didn't do

and confirm what you didn't do


some consider the latter

the dark angels


i don't always agree


sometimes what i didn't do

tells me more about my self

than what i did do


giving

don't ever give anyone anything

that you would not want back


wanting and not wanting

are the same

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

me and truth

we get along

most days


some days

we just get along


and some days

we just are


which i guess

is just plural

for am

Monday, December 1, 2014

pride

a very dangerous word