not quite sure what i should be

and maybe wondering

what i could have been

if i tried


which i did not

love

if you don't love everyone

you have not experienced love

and everyone

includes your self

perception

awareness is not a product of thought

perception is the experience of being

a human being


or a bird or whatever

artificial light

the source of all our problems

blame

the most obscene word

that we humanoids

have come up with yet


come up with is the clue

each of us

each of us

in our own time

must find some way

to face our self

struggles

some times we struggle

with the time that we are

work

i just work here

but my friend

is the company

rejection

just because my presentation is being rejected

does not necessarily indicate i am being rejected

hi terri

thanks for putting up with me

forgiveness

if you are not guilty of blame

you will not have to express forgiveness

self

mostly anymore i just keep up with my self as i can

and be open to the truth of what we are

the truth of what we all are

the truth of all that is and is not


having preconceived ideas of what life is

can blind one to truth of what is

the native population

those that existed here before the invaders from the east showed up

would be greatly saddened by what has taken place in our little world

and so am i


there was a time we were free people being who we are

mostly in our time we live in the land of performances

which is a lot less than what we actually were created to be

it seems to me

vengeance

that is how you take a bad situation and make it worse


a perverse form of emotional gratification


we become what was done to us

being with me

being with me today

is not always like

being with me yesterday

wanting

probably the greatest personal affliction of all

and cultivated by so many in our time

human sexuality

the human race has a real problem with our sexuality

which is a serious problem which needs to be dealt with


pretty much everyone is taught to control their self

which is an anti-life attitude


we are teaching the children to stifle their self

and do what they are told

which is a form of suicide


we all have to find our own way