the ultimate stupid word
as is know
Sunday, September 30, 2012
promises
restrictions we place on our self
which restrict our freedom
usually for an insecure person
promise is a really stupid word
created to keep us in line as they say
which restrict our freedom
usually for an insecure person
promise is a really stupid word
created to keep us in line as they say
Saturday, September 29, 2012
winning
winning is not the point of the game we play
perhaps it is how we play the game
i don't actually know
perhaps it is how we play the game
i don't actually know
an old proverb i just made up
or was perhaps given to me
which is more probable
if i can't let go of you
will probably never be able to be with you
which is more probable
if i can't let go of you
will probably never be able to be with you
vengence
vengence is a terrible word
and not worth my serious consideration
make them pay
lead to capitalism
and our downfall
there is no price for life
life is priceless
and not worth my serious consideration
make them pay
lead to capitalism
and our downfall
there is no price for life
life is priceless
Friday, September 28, 2012
my wife
she is a modiste girl
as is her nature
and a flagrant girl
as is her nature
and a dangerous girl
if you push her to far
and my friend
she is a lot like my other friend
as is her nature
and a flagrant girl
as is her nature
and a dangerous girl
if you push her to far
and my friend
she is a lot like my other friend
life support
one must be life support
to receive life support
there are many here today
claiming to be seeking life support
but they are actually seeking personal gain
which is not life support
and your efforts will be in vain
to actually help another
requires actually sharing their pain
welcome to heaven
to receive life support
there are many here today
claiming to be seeking life support
but they are actually seeking personal gain
which is not life support
and your efforts will be in vain
to actually help another
requires actually sharing their pain
welcome to heaven
Thursday, September 27, 2012
this or that
this or that
or both
or neither
or neither either one
am not sure what both means
and neither makes no sense to me at all
all is the clue
or both
or neither
or neither either one
am not sure what both means
and neither makes no sense to me at all
all is the clue
if i were sure
i probably wouldn't be being me
probably is a pretty arrogant word
we still like to be with that part in secret
probably is a pretty arrogant word
we still like to be with that part in secret
the dogs
there is a time to let the dogs play
and a time to tell them to shut up
and the trick is
not to forget what time it is
this is for my friend j
didn't want to say her name
and a time to tell them to shut up
and the trick is
not to forget what time it is
this is for my friend j
didn't want to say her name
our problems
our problems
can only be with our self
no matter who we accuse of
being responsible for that
can only be with our self
no matter who we accuse of
being responsible for that
the point of life
some people think the point of life is to get what they want
the point of life is to be who we are
a human being
we are mostly humans thinking
and wanting and fearing
life does not have to be that way
the point of life is to be who we are
a human being
we are mostly humans thinking
and wanting and fearing
life does not have to be that way
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
salvation
salvation is not for sale
and certainly cannot be earned
salvation can only be a gift
and yielded to
because life is free
and certainly cannot be earned
salvation can only be a gift
and yielded to
because life is free
Monday, September 24, 2012
am not all that scary
but am pretty devoted
to what i consider truth
am still looking into that stuff
to what i consider truth
am still looking into that stuff
a statement of fact
you mess with young girls
you answer to me
as long as i can
and i am a male human
here in this body
and my father was a man
you answer to me
as long as i can
and i am a male human
here in this body
and my father was a man
Sunday, September 23, 2012
sometimes we choose a higher standard
sometime a higher standard chooses us
which is not necessarily
under our control
control is such a stupid word
and most everyone is fascinated by that word
control is the gift that just keeps on taking
which is not necessarily
under our control
control is such a stupid word
and most everyone is fascinated by that word
control is the gift that just keeps on taking
Saturday, September 22, 2012
winning and losing
someone who has never lost
has no concept of winning
and someone who has never won
has no concepts of losing
he who has won and lost
is potentially more aware than most
here in our time
has no concept of winning
and someone who has never won
has no concepts of losing
he who has won and lost
is potentially more aware than most
here in our time
Thursday, September 20, 2012
you come in with nothing
you come in with nothing
you go out with nothing
and there is nothing in between
all that is a lot to be open to
you go out with nothing
and there is nothing in between
all that is a lot to be open to
am tired
am going to bed now
bed is a strange word
not sure what it means
and it may be the final clue
there ain't no it
this is all me
bed is a strange word
not sure what it means
and it may be the final clue
there ain't no it
this is all me
if you are avoiding your self
you will certainly be avoiding me
a voiding is a clue
void is a big empty
a voiding is a clue
void is a big empty
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
the land of you con me
the land of you con me
was born there once
and lived there for a time
not so much any more
more is a real funny word
as long as you don't take it too seriously
it is a harsh and brutal mistress to serve
some people still think they are things
some of us still think
and awareness is not a product of thought
perception may be a better word
was born there once
and lived there for a time
not so much any more
more is a real funny word
as long as you don't take it too seriously
it is a harsh and brutal mistress to serve
some people still think they are things
some of us still think
and awareness is not a product of thought
perception may be a better word
Monday, September 17, 2012
one thing i have learned about me
am never going to be manageable
what do you think sugar
i can't even manage my self
sure don't want to hire someone else to
and probably won't offer myself to some control freak
what do you think sugar
i can't even manage my self
sure don't want to hire someone else to
and probably won't offer myself to some control freak
to be accepted and rejected
to be accepted and rejected
in such an efficient manner
is a pretty terrible place to be
if you are that which is being accepted and rejected
and ultimately for whoever is doing the accepting and rejecting
as i have said so many times before
life is all that is
all is what we are
selection is a game for idiots
in such an efficient manner
is a pretty terrible place to be
if you are that which is being accepted and rejected
and ultimately for whoever is doing the accepting and rejecting
as i have said so many times before
life is all that is
all is what we are
selection is a game for idiots
wanting me
perhaps the greatest crime of all
if you want to possess and own me
for your very own
cause i was born to be free
if you want to possess and own me
for your very own
cause i was born to be free
the study of the human neuroses
the story of my life
part of me studies life
and life is intangible
which is why science is such a waste of time
humans today mostly accept what they like
and reject what they don't like
and life is all that is
to be accepted and rejected so regularly
is very confusing
and often leads to what we call insanity
i like what i like
because it feels good
i reject what i don't like
which is not very gratifying
and it gets to feel rejection of what it is
which does not feel very good
that is the nicest thing i can say about that stuff
so many today go to that safe place
where they don't feel anything
part of me studies life
and life is intangible
which is why science is such a waste of time
humans today mostly accept what they like
and reject what they don't like
and life is all that is
to be accepted and rejected so regularly
is very confusing
and often leads to what we call insanity
i like what i like
because it feels good
i reject what i don't like
which is not very gratifying
and it gets to feel rejection of what it is
which does not feel very good
that is the nicest thing i can say about that stuff
so many today go to that safe place
where they don't feel anything
Sunday, September 16, 2012
a little poetry
truth is
truth is not through effort found
accept what is - don't search around
for truth exists in all you see
there is no way this could not be
a narrow mind can be deceived
so open up and be relieved
of all confusion - fear and dread
that stuff's all in side your head
you can see if you'll stop thinking
it dulls the mind like too much drinking
an open heart is all you need
let go all the senseless greed
you try and try and just get nowhere
then you bitch and claim it's not fair
don't try to force it and you'll see
that love and life and truth are free
your mind can see - but you must let it
try too hard and you'll regret it
a willing heart is all it takes
effort just puts on the brakes
it's all been - there is no new
tho this is known by such a few
life itself is all creation
and love eternal celebration
truth is not through effort found
accept what is - don't search around
for truth exists in all you see
there is no way this could not be
a narrow mind can be deceived
so open up and be relieved
of all confusion - fear and dread
that stuff's all in side your head
you can see if you'll stop thinking
it dulls the mind like too much drinking
an open heart is all you need
let go all the senseless greed
you try and try and just get nowhere
then you bitch and claim it's not fair
don't try to force it and you'll see
that love and life and truth are free
your mind can see - but you must let it
try too hard and you'll regret it
a willing heart is all it takes
effort just puts on the brakes
it's all been - there is no new
tho this is known by such a few
life itself is all creation
and love eternal celebration
the lucky strike man
that would be me
have smoked lucky strikes for many years now
there are those
who have told me
that lucky strikes cause cancer
and i have told them
that the fear of cancer causes cancer
and wondered why they promoted that crap
that was before i researched where i had been being
being young and dumb was where i was born
and mostly i don't mind
and i don't mind saying
being afraid of cancer causes cancer
and that fear is being cultivated in our time
by the little pricks that would rule us
am no fan of being ruled
but don't expect to win the next election
which is all about
who will rule us for the next four years
i am no fan of rules
and knowing my wife has made me a little nicer
than i actually am
she is a kinder part of me
than i had seen before
as was my other friend
have smoked lucky strikes for many years now
there are those
who have told me
that lucky strikes cause cancer
and i have told them
that the fear of cancer causes cancer
and wondered why they promoted that crap
that was before i researched where i had been being
being young and dumb was where i was born
and mostly i don't mind
and i don't mind saying
being afraid of cancer causes cancer
and that fear is being cultivated in our time
by the little pricks that would rule us
am no fan of being ruled
but don't expect to win the next election
which is all about
who will rule us for the next four years
i am no fan of rules
and knowing my wife has made me a little nicer
than i actually am
she is a kinder part of me
than i had seen before
as was my other friend
9.01 pm
what the clock said when i had this thought
not sure what time it is now
sometimes i still wonder
and sometime i still know
but mostly i still wonder
being human has it's limitations
not sure what time it is now
sometimes i still wonder
and sometime i still know
but mostly i still wonder
being human has it's limitations
Saturday, September 15, 2012
dis-ease
not being comfortable with ones self
dis-ease leads to disease
it disables our immune system
dis-ease leads to disease
it disables our immune system
Friday, September 14, 2012
the invincible one
a girl i once knew
and still do
saw a picture of her once
i still remember
one must be still to remember
has been my experience
and remembering can be painful
if you weren't really there the first time
and still do
saw a picture of her once
i still remember
one must be still to remember
has been my experience
and remembering can be painful
if you weren't really there the first time
thirds
one third is spent sleeping
one third is spent thinking
and the final third is spent
wondering what one/we just did
or didn't do
until we don't think so much
and give being a chance
one third is spent thinking
and the final third is spent
wondering what one/we just did
or didn't do
until we don't think so much
and give being a chance
Thursday, September 13, 2012
unkind
so much unkind here
was born in a sad little world this time
so little kindness
and most don't even know what kindness means
but some of the people here act like they do
i don't much care for acting
such is ok in the movies sometimes
not so much in everyday life
was born in a sad little world this time
so little kindness
and most don't even know what kindness means
but some of the people here act like they do
i don't much care for acting
such is ok in the movies sometimes
not so much in everyday life
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
being old
being old
wondered about that for a while
and later realized
that was not possible
life is forever new
as old as i am
am constantly being exposed to something new
wondered about that for a while
and later realized
that was not possible
life is forever new
as old as i am
am constantly being exposed to something new
Monday, September 10, 2012
this control freak land i live in
some call it the land of the free
i call it the land of crippled children
where the rules are endless
and freedom a lost art
and everyone is afraid of the dark
which is just our imagination
just another product of thought
like all this other stuff
thought is a crippling disease
and of no value at all
awareness is not a product of thought
but oblivion is
welcome to my world
couldn't sleep tonight
and decided to get up and complain about what i have seen
freedom has no rules
freedoms just another word
for nothing left to lose
now that made sense to me
there is no security in freedom
no jails or prisons
or even any death penalties
forgive me if you can
and if you can't
hi
cause there ain't no that
there is only we and me
i call it the land of crippled children
where the rules are endless
and freedom a lost art
and everyone is afraid of the dark
which is just our imagination
just another product of thought
like all this other stuff
thought is a crippling disease
and of no value at all
awareness is not a product of thought
but oblivion is
welcome to my world
couldn't sleep tonight
and decided to get up and complain about what i have seen
freedom has no rules
freedoms just another word
for nothing left to lose
now that made sense to me
there is no security in freedom
no jails or prisons
or even any death penalties
forgive me if you can
and if you can't
hi
cause there ain't no that
there is only we and me
the boy
the boy is not qualified to evaluate the fathers position
until he has evaluated his own position
and the same goes for the girls
until he has evaluated his own position
and the same goes for the girls
Sunday, September 9, 2012
the catch
not much of a catch
even here in the land of the caught
life never ment to be a little place
but here i am
even here in the land of the caught
life never ment to be a little place
but here i am
capitalism
the latest form of slavery
just because they say you are free
doesn't mean you are
life has nothing to do with how we think
thinking is a retards dream
and we are so many
and thinking is so popular
thinking is retrospective
and of the past
and life is always of the now
just because they say you are free
doesn't mean you are
life has nothing to do with how we think
thinking is a retards dream
and we are so many
and thinking is so popular
thinking is retrospective
and of the past
and life is always of the now
Saturday, September 8, 2012
being old
never wanted to be that
but here i am
was born in 44
1944
was born that year
and perhaps died
kind of a tough truth to stand up to
and perhaps the story of my life
which i have stood up to
as is can
and this sure ain't a brag
but here i am
was born in 44
1944
was born that year
and perhaps died
kind of a tough truth to stand up to
and perhaps the story of my life
which i have stood up to
as is can
and this sure ain't a brag
religions
religions have rules of conduct
as do governments
am no fan of rules of conduct
they restrict freedom
as do governments
am no fan of rules of conduct
they restrict freedom
Friday, September 7, 2012
to be loved by a girl
when one is such a stupid man
is kind of amazing
if your me
and a really cool girl
still likes me
maybe a couple
so it seems to me
and am no fan of it
is kind of amazing
if your me
and a really cool girl
still likes me
maybe a couple
so it seems to me
and am no fan of it
Thursday, September 6, 2012
we can only be free
if everyone is free
i know it ain't popular
but we are everyone
in some sort of way
i know it ain't popular
but we are everyone
in some sort of way
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
the average male
the average male doesn't have a clue about girls
and the exceptional male even less
and the exceptional male even less
girls
girls never tell boys the truth
they are much wiser than boys
and far more experienced
and the girl knows
if i have to tell him the truth
he ain't who i am locking for
they are much wiser than boys
and far more experienced
and the girl knows
if i have to tell him the truth
he ain't who i am locking for
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
the last of the lucky strike smokers
that would probably be me
the last of the pall mall smokers
died a while back
as far as i know
far is a scary word
as is know
the last of the pall mall smokers
died a while back
as far as i know
far is a scary word
as is know
some of us are hear to put out the fire
and some of us are ignition sources
and some of us are just here
and just wonder
what is going on
and are not much sure
who on is
yet sometimes it's me
and am often so ashamed
and some of us are just here
and just wonder
what is going on
and are not much sure
who on is
yet sometimes it's me
and am often so ashamed
some of us are born
some of us are born
for those who survived
some of us are born
for those who did not
for those who survived
some of us are born
for those who did not
life on a hand shake
is different than life on a contract
life is not about lawyers
and there ain't no cure for love
life is not about lawyers
and there ain't no cure for love
surrender
we appear to have two parts
one that desires to surrender
and an other that don't
not sure at this point if peace is even possible
one that desires to surrender
and an other that don't
not sure at this point if peace is even possible
defenseless
the only path to freedom and peace
the shield is as much an instrument of war
as is the sword
that sure ain't going to be popular
but if we don't quit fighting
we will never find peace
the desire for conquest and domination
has led to hell on earth
the shield is as much an instrument of war
as is the sword
that sure ain't going to be popular
but if we don't quit fighting
we will never find peace
the desire for conquest and domination
has led to hell on earth
young dogs bark
young dogs bark
because they are afraid
old dogs bark
because it is all the know
it is the clue
to all us educated ignorant people
when life became all those it's to us
we became isolated and alone
and afraid of our selves
our many selves
because they are afraid
old dogs bark
because it is all the know
it is the clue
to all us educated ignorant people
when life became all those it's to us
we became isolated and alone
and afraid of our selves
our many selves
Monday, September 3, 2012
Sunday, September 2, 2012
girls
the only hope this little world has
and this little world doesn't support girls anymore
it just uses them
and i am no fan of the current system running this show
i am no fan of systems
or science
or religions
or capitalism
or governments
or pride
or shame
or salvation
or any of that other stuff being offered to me here
without truth we are nothing
and although truth is a popular word
most people i have known
want no part of truth
except for a very few
and courage still scares me
and am no fan of fear
and this little world doesn't support girls anymore
it just uses them
and i am no fan of the current system running this show
i am no fan of systems
or science
or religions
or capitalism
or governments
or pride
or shame
or salvation
or any of that other stuff being offered to me here
without truth we are nothing
and although truth is a popular word
most people i have known
want no part of truth
except for a very few
and courage still scares me
and am no fan of fear
courage
a false mans weapon
and only designed to impress the girls
and of no value
when facing another man
if you can find one
and only designed to impress the girls
and of no value
when facing another man
if you can find one
Saturday, September 1, 2012
not caring
the greatest of all feelings
is free of caring
not caring is the opposite of caring
and the same as caring
hoping and wanting and longing
just leads to anxiety
has been my experience
is free of caring
not caring is the opposite of caring
and the same as caring
hoping and wanting and longing
just leads to anxiety
has been my experience
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